Hello Everyone!

If you could have relief from the heartbreak and pain of a pregnancy loss or failed IVF’s, while supercharging an area of your life so you can align your dreams and goals with action and become your most authentic self, would this be of interest to you? 

Hi, my name is Nicole and this is my journey.  I healed from life long depression only a few months after our pregnancy loss.  On October 7th, 2022, we found out that we were pregnant.  A flood of mixed emotions came upon us.  We were scheduled for our first ultrasound on November 1st.  During the ultrasound, we were told that the gestational sac was present but there was no heartbeat.  The Dr called it a blighted ovum (or anembryonic pregnancy meaning no embryo).  Just to be sure, we were scheduled for a follow up ultrasound on November 11th.  I was able to get a second opinion from another OB/GYN on November 9th and the results were the same. This was a non-viable pregnancy, there was no fetal pole and my HCG hormones were slowly decreasing.  The fertilized egg attached to my uterine lining but the embryo never formed.  My choices were to wait for my body to miscarry on its own, take pills for a medically induced miscarriage or schedule a D&C.  They emphasize that it is a time sensitive matter so we chose the pills on Nov 18th.  The next ultrasound on Dec 9th confirmed there was still tissue remaining in the uterus so I scheduled a D&C for Dec 14th.  Throughout this time, I felt mentally numb. I couldn’t grasp the depth of my pain but I was deep in it.  When I asked my OB/GYN why this happened to us, her response was that 1 in 5 women have at least 1 miscarriage and most go on to have a perfectly healthy second pregnancy. That didn’t feel hopeful.  It made me feel even more deflated, feeling like I would be scared to ever become pregnant again because what if it happened again? I can’t go through this pain twice!  If I got pregnant again and had to go off my depression meds, I’d become emotionally unstable again.  Having taken depression and ADHD meds for the last 4 years and going off of them cold turkey when I found out I was pregnant was deeply impactful on my mental health.  I reached a point where I was crying all the time and still hadn’t gotten back on my depression meds.  When I tried going back on my meds towards the end of December, since my body had been completely off the meds for over 2 months, the dosage was way too high. The medicine caused insomnia that was so bad that I spent two occasions in a matter of 1 week without sleeping for 36 hrs.  I felt even more emotionally and mentally unstable.  I needed healing. I was desperate.  I had done talk therapy in the past, which deals directly with the conscious mind and I knew that it takes a long time to start to see the positive effects of therapy.  Although I love my therapist, I didn’t want to do talk therapy this time around.  I asked the universe to at least point me in the direction of something that could help me. I started hearing about working directly with the subconscious mind.  I found out about a manifestation app that was really affordable, backed by neuroscience and psychology and really helps you get to the root of your blocks on a mental and emotional level.  I found that app and a related podcast to be extremely helpful. I got a lot of useful tools and I realized that it takes time to get the healing and manifestations I desired using this method. I highly recommend the app.  However, I was in so much pain emotionally and mentally that I still wanted something that would super-speed my healing so I kept searching.  This was when I discovered Mental and Emotional Release™️.  I had my first breakthrough on Jan 7th, 2023.  I immediately stopped taking both of my meds that same day.  The Master Practitioner who guided me through my Mental and Emotional Release™️ session explained to me that depression, anxiety & ADHD meds treat symptoms. Mental and Emotional Release™️ gets to the root of the problem.  Mental and Emotional Release™️ turned out to be the missing piece in my puzzle.  I immediately felt the effects in my body. As part of my healing, I also started a meditation practice daily, I started focusing on self-love practices, I started responding differently to life situations and I started practicing a lot of gratitude for the things all around me. People started telling me how different I looked now after seeing me experience the pregnancy loss.  I was glowing.  I no longer suffered from insomnia. My sleep is now consistently the best it has ever been. As I continued on my healing journey, I also was very inspired by the experiences that I heard on that podcast.  I started to learn from a nutritionist that pregnancy losses, miscarriages or the inability to get pregnant can be a result of being an overproducer or underproducer of hormones and that it varies from person to person. A nutritionist provided an answer for me that my OB/GYN couldn’t answer.  That the way we carry our bodies, with excessive amounts of caffeine, with depression and ADHD pills that would cause insomnia, not eating at appropriate times, not eating the right foods for my body and being fueled by adrenaline all day all caused my body to finally tell me to pay attention to myself.  Thanks to the breakthroughs that I have had in my life since my Mental and Emotional Release™️ session, I’m no longer inconsolable when I talk about our pregnancy loss.  I am grateful for everything that led me to this point because without it, I may not have found healing when I did.  I genuinely feel a happiness that I had never experienced before.  Happiness is possible because I went inward.  My breakthrough was so deeply impactful that I decided to train to become a Master Practitioner so that my new mission can be to help people from all walks of life to experience breakthroughs in their life as well.  If you want to heal the body, you have to heal the mind first. 

If you’d like to join my free RESOLVE Peer Led infertility support group, reach me at transcendyourbeliefs@gmail.com. If you’re interested in finding out more about the keys to my success, the creative and thought provoking process called Mental and Emotional Release™️, that will inspire you to maximize your life potential and work with me to become co-creators to design the life you’ve dreamed of, feel free to reach me at transcendyourbeliefs@gmail.com. I’d love to hear your stories and have opportunities to engage with you all and be partners with you on your healing journeys.

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